My mental illness started out as religious delusions. I would roam around in the woods at night like a wild man. I finally figured out that it wasn't God telling me to do that. In about 2008 I started to get paranoid and have other types of delusions. I attempted suicide about 9 months ago. I've learned to stay away from people that get me upset. I've learned coping skills to get me through anxiety and panic attacks. By my faith in God I know everything is going to be old I love the beauty of art because it can speak to you in many ways. I specifically like the art of Catholicism.